love with urine

Expert: Sharina Nicole

QUESTION:

I am 22 unmarried female. I am very much confused that what is happening to me and why. Case is like that,

Tow months before my sis was hospitalized for scissor-in as she was having twins. I was her attendant. While sitting in front of her the urine filled plastic bag under her bed was in the common sight and it was regularly being observed to check any change in color. After two days of her discharge from the hospital while we were at home I dreamt something unusual. In my dream I was a member of a mystical group, lying on the floor and many men were pissing over my naked body and that time I was so much sexually aroused that when I wake suddenly I found my panty wet with mucus. That time I was confused that I never think of it in my life consciously but then why I dreamt something like that.

Next day I discussed my dream with my friend and we both reached to a conclusion that during 5 days in hospital I saw the urine of my sister so their might be some connection between that and the dream but that night again I dreamt that my friend is having sex with her BF, I am standing over her mouth and showering my urine over her. I wake up at midnight and start playing with clit. I realize that while doing that I was fantasizing my dream and it was very pleasurable. 
Last night I was alone at home and was enjoying TV with beer. Surfing the channels I tuned to Man Vs Wild. In that episode the man collects his urine in the bottle and tells us that “you can drink your urine”. As I was drinking beer so my bladder was full of urine and the alcoholic effect of beer was pushing my inhibitions pack and was pulling my fantasies ahead. Watching him drinking his urine I found a rush in my blood and I decided to enjoy my privacy, intoxication and mood. I found I was excited and ready to drink my urine. I went in the bathroom, lied in the bath tub, started playing with my body and fantasized my dream. Than I collected my urine in the mug and took a little in my mouth. Although I could not drink it but its taste was great than I poured it slowly over my face and whole body. I found I really enjoyed its taste, smell and the whole act.

Dr. I want to know..

1- Why my mind and body accepting all this while I never thought of it consciously ever before?

2- What is happening to me and why?

3- Is there something abnormal with my mind?

Eagerly waiting for your reply

Aminda

Answer:

Aminda,

The things we dream can be a very small part of our own reality in many ways, AND it is a safe way to explore things that are only in the mind...for now. Being with your sister in the hospital triggered a thought process in your mind that lead to dreams in your unconscious mind. Your new thoughts turned you on and aroused a part of you, you never thought you had. If it was being turned on about something else, but more on the normal and mainstream side, you wouldn't have given it a second thought. You would have thought, "Oh, I guess I am turned on by hospital sheets"! But since it is something that is considered taboo in society (mainstream society) it is easy to worry about this new found kink being dangerous or wrong.

So there are two things that are important here:

First, I want to tell you that there is nothing wrong with you or abnormal about you. You are still the same person you are and always will be, you have just discovered you have a kink! I have played with lots of people over the years and read stories about what is referred to as "golden showers" or "golden cocktail". AND, years ago, I attended a seminar at one of the conventions I went to on (you guessed it) PISS PLAY! I not only found out that there are many different ways to do it, but there are different kinds of piss people like, and depending on what you eat, you can make your piss light and almost tasteless to your piss being very strong tasting. People like it for all different reasons too. The feel of the warm piss as it covers you can be a turn on for sure...the taste of it in your mouth, and a kind of "communion" or intimacy between a Dominant and her submissive. The fact that it is viewed as a taboo, is also a turn on.


Secondly, I want to tell you that piss play (urine play) is SAFE. Your urine is sterile until it reaches the air OR touches something outside the vagina or penis that is not sterile.


Enjoy your new found kink! It certainly makes life more interesting. If you share it with someone, test the waters first, by mentioning that you read something on the Internet you found different and what do they think about it. That way you won't have to expose yourself unnecessarily. In the meantime, allow yourself the freedom to explore...

Keep me posted!

M Sharina